Thanks for checking in.
I appreciate all of you reading this, being here, commenting and following my page. It means a lot. Even if I’m in a state of mind right now where I’m just commenting on my feelings after the accident.
I’m going to keep this short. I just need to write it down so that I can process and move on. So, thank you for being here.
Problems, problems, problems…
So, a lot is happening right now. A few days ago I was told that I couldn’t continue working as a carpenter due to my injuries after a car accident back in February. I wrote about it here.
Back in October last year everything was looking good. I finally started school to become a carpenter, I had an internship lined up at a friends company, I passed my school with top grades – but unfortunately, everything got ruined because of this accident.
Since the accident I’ve been facing some problems with my apartment and physical health other than the back and neck problems.
Pushed over the edge
So, today I faced a new problem in my apartment. It’s going to sound so bad due to what’s going on in the world and I really hate that it’s such an issue to me right now.
Ants… Ants, everywhere. Ants everywhere in my apartment. I spotted the trail of ants running around in my living room when I woke up. I was already in pain from the physical work I’d done yesterday cleaning pipes and drains in my apartment.
With everything that’s going on right now, seeing those ants crawling everywhere just broke me and I actually just sat down on my couch and started to cry. It’s such a silly thing to cry about but it just felt like everything hit me at once – or maybe it has been building up for quite a while and these ants just pushed me over the edge.
I don’t know what’s going on. I’ve never experiences so many emotions at once. As mentioned it might sound silly due to what’s going on in the world but I guess we all fight our own mental battles.
I’ve been forced to hire an attorney to “fight” for me as I can’t focus on dealing with the insurance mixed with getting better. Now, I can focus on only getting better.
Again, thanks for reading this and allowing me to express my every day struggle on this page. You’re a legend.